Love A.D.D.erall

At 21 they diagnosed me with AD/HD & gave me smart pills. My grades shot up & my future brightened & some said I was better. But I am numb inside of this drug. People I love become distant strangers sometimes, so proud of me for victories I didn’t earn. How do I tell them I am not what I do or have done. I’ll never be happy on this drug, but I’ll never be successful without it. If only I could Love Adderall.

Archive for June, 2007

AD/HD is Hereditary

75% of all AD/HD cases are hereditary.

My father, like many people his age, never suspected having AD/HD until he had a child (me) who was diagnosed with it. He was in his fifties by the time they finally put him on Adderall.

I suspect his tardy diagnosis left him wrestling with the same questions I ask myself: “What could I have become if I’d known sooner what I know now about my brain?”